The Price of a Smile

The Price of a Smile

Are smiles free? They may be received freely, but there is a cost. What is the price of a smile? A smile costs all suffering. All of it. When I smile, all of my pain and remorse is spent. When the corners of my mouth drop the coffers are rich again until the next time I need to cash out. A true smile is too expensive to be bought with money. A man rich with sorrow knows the value of his smile. A smile is never wasted and when he is humbled again by his vast remorse, he'll seek to spend every last sorrow for a smile.

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